In over my head? Yeah...yeah I think so!

Well last night about 11:30pm I realized that not only had I missed a parent teacher meeting, but I missed turning in about 5 typing lessons. NOT GOOD!! There went my GPA. I have mediation w/ Greg tomorrow...I'm not looking forward to it. The girls have already been brain washed for the weekend. They came home crying that they don't see their father enough....my thinking is that almost everytime they see their father they come home sick or needing to go to the doctors shortly after....I think that they see him too much.....LOL . Only kidding! (well sort of) I know that it is important to keep their relationship w/ their father open and healthy. ( for them of course not me!) I'm just overwhelmed w/ everything and most of it could be fixed by Greg paying his childsupport. I wouldn't have to work two jobs, be gone from the girls all the time, I could focus on school more and not have to do my homework in the middle of the night!! On any given day I go from school to Subway to Ted's to home. So basically I leave home about 7:45am and get back at 11:30pm. No wonder I am tired all the time!!

The point of me starting this blog was so I could look back and see that things are getting better. I don't see that yet.