The count down....

We are 15 days away from the wedding. I'm excited about finally being married to Michael...stressed as hell about the wedding itself. It has so taken on a life of it's own. I really can't wait for the stressful part to be over with. I really just wanted a relaxing time to come together w/ friends and family. No drama...no weirdness...no greed! Worrying about not having enough food because people have started inviting other people or bringing as much family of theirs as they want. It's driving me insane and I really don't have the money for what it's turning into.

Michael said to me the other day that we should have just eloped...I'm beginning to think that he is right. However, I didn't want to take the whole wedding thing away from him. He has never been married. My family up north (aka my good family) were talking about how excited they were about coming down for the wedding! They haven't been "down" in years!

I think that I'm starting to loose site of what this really is meant to be. Instead it's feeling more like a three ringed circus...or maybe even a boxing match! (In this corner we have.....)

*sigh*