I wish it was that easy...

I feel as though I've been going through alot lately. My girls had to go to their dad's for a week...that is the 1st time that he has every taken both of them for that long. It has been very difficult for me emotionally but I've tried to keep myself busy so it's not so bad. Then I figured out today that after completing two full semesters and one summer session that I will only have 2 years to go to get my 2 year degree. :-( Ever feel like you are spinning your wheels. Last but not least...I've been missing my father and with father's day coming up, it doesn't make it any easier. You would think that after almost 14 years I would be ok. Someone that I'm close to just got in touch w/ his real father. Just picked up the phone and called. I really wish that I could do that. "Hi Dad...I've gone back to college. I'm actually getting really good grades. Lena and Cora are getting big...you should see them...I wish you could see them. They love working out in the country as much as I do. They ask about you often. I'm going to get married to a really great guy...He looks after the girls and I, makes sure that we are ok. Well, I'm glad that you are ok...tell so and so I said hi. Have a happy Father's Day!"
I just wish it was that easy.....